Justin Jedlica is a real life, living doll.

The 32-year-old has splashed out over $158,000 in his bid to look like a real life Ken—and Popdust has video.

“I’ve had 125 procedures and spent $158,000 to make me really resemble a doll,” Jedlica says in sneak peek video of the upcoming episode of TLC’s My Strange Addiction.

“My chest was first, then moved on to bicep implants, tricep implants, brow shave, brow lift and I started having a couple of nose revisions—they all get a little fuzzy after a while—but at the end I’ve had five nose jobs now."

(He’s also had augmentations to his cheeks, lips, buttocks and chin.)

“When i was 12 or 13 I always used to watch lifestyles of the Rich and Famous and i always had this idea,” Jedlica explains.

“I wish my family could have been this family that was wealthy and we could fly in private jets and we could have our own boat and that was always a wish list, it was a dream in my mind and I ended up emulating what I thought a lot of those wealthy people would look like, and they all had plastic surgery..and I realized I had a liking for some more exaggerated features—this ideal male physique, a little more like a doll..like a hero, with this tiny waist and this huge upper body.”

You can watch the full episode of My Strange Addiction Wednesday January 1st at 9/8 central on TLC.